I feel normal today? Hehs.
I think Victoria thinks i'm like, loser-ish.
And i think she's angry with mee? >.<
I dont know lah. Just guessing :D
I told Michelle i only jealous of her,
then she just like ignore.
Then she say i steal her friends. ( But actually she stole mine )
But its like, while i was walking past her friends table,
Kelsey slapped Hyo Jin. Then i looked at Kelsey with a strange look.
They just ask me something then Michelle saw and she started getting like,
i dont know, furious?
Then she started talking to Victoria and Tiffany.
Michelle thought that i was angry with her since last year.
But its actually jealousy.
And now shes angry with me.
Great. Hehs. Awesomistic. Cooleration. Menipulation.
I already apologised lah. Whats her problem lehs.
Michelle's trying to make me jealous by getting closer to my 'Friends'.
But the person who loves her the most and will do anything to cure her broken heart,
is Tiffany. Agh... So annoying.
Tiffany LOVES Michelle. Alot.
Victoria says shes nice.
They like hanging out with her.
And she is fun and all. Whatever.
Dont care already larhs. I still have not very close friends.
Not as close as Tiffany and Victoria were to me.
I guess Tiffany and Victoria are just sick of me.
The not fun Alethea and annoying one.
Now Michelle is angry with Victoria because she friends mee. WTF?!
It's not Victoria's fault at all. It's my fault.
I'm sick and tired of myself. Feel like jumping of a building?
Michelle can never be angry with Tiffany because they love each other.
Tiffany got angry because Elizabeth said she liked being with me more than Michelle.
Tiffany was like, " Oh, but you'll break Michelle's Heart! :0 "
And Elizabeth was like, " So? "
And Tiffany got all upset and the 'Wa lao' attitude started coming.
She said that i was only using her,
while Michelle is the truest and nicest friend you could ever meet, so fun!
Bleah... I feel so.... Bleah.
Just hope Tiffany and Victoria come closer to me again.
I feel so... alone.
My life was full of happiness, laughter and everything you would want.
But now its just, plain, nothing, empty.
Because of JEALOUSY. ARGH!!!!!
And my idiotic-ness.
Sigh... i wish i could be as fun as i used to be.
Learning to change... Forgive and Forget.
Tiffany and Victoria can forgive, i think,
but they can't forget. All the stupid memories.
All the things i've done.
I feel totally useless now.