I never thought it was this difficult to forgive myself.
Still crying, and sl--hing, ( dont kill me )
Lost my appetite (sp?) , cant study, cant think clearly.
Broke down ( fell on my knees) while walking to my house downstairs shop,
Max helped me.
Sigh, so emo! ):
Might be going out on Friday with Clare and soem one else.
Maybe that will cheer me up.
If you call me and i dont pick up phone, maybe i'm sleeping or crying.
If i pick up, you're lucky.
Lord, please help me.